Do you recognize this teen adoption monologue?
I found a monologue in a women's monologue book in class last year, I did it for class last year but I completely forgot the title and the author. I really liked I and I wanted to do it for a college audition. If you could help that would be great!
This is what I remember from it
I keep having this dream, I’m in this hallway and I’m walking a small dog. It’s kind and it loves me. All of a sudden, a dog is gone. I keep banging and banging on the door, but it won’t budge. Then I look outside through the window and realize it’s snowing, and I really want to go is go play in the snow. So I climb out the window. I feel so carefree, spining around in the snow that I can almost forget about loosing the dog. Then i see a building off in the distance, and I keep running towards it until I can see that It’s a pound. I go through each isle but I can’t seem to find the dog I lost. I ask the lady if she had seen the dog but she told me that I couldn’t have the dog because I didn’t care about the one I lost. I start crying, then I wake up and I really am crying. I don’t remember much about giving birth, but I heard her cry.She had blue eyes, most babies have blue eyes, but hers weren’t pale at all, they we’re deep blue, kind of like the ocean. One hour, that’s all we had together. then they took her away... You know what I don’t understand Emily. When I talked to the other girls, They said they couldn’t wait to give birth and just get rid of the thing. They lied to me, no one told me it would hurt this much,. I didn’t want to let go. The nurse wouldn’t even let me hold her, she said I didn’t deserve to even look at her because I was giving her away. I kept having terrible pains in the middle of the night but I didn’t wake you or Mom because I knew we would go to the hospital, I knew I would loose her. T Now, I feel empty all the time, I try and forget but I just can’t. You don’t know how bad it hurts, hold me.